We all have been into a breakup and this is my summary story.
I thought that he was someone who would do me right but I got it all wrong. I saw a jubilant alive ending now turned to a modern unfairly tale. He played with my emotions and made me finish a box of tissue mopping up the tears trying to get over it. Spent the whole night reminiscing wonderful moments we had together and how he made me feel crazy.
All this time I felt like I knew him and what he wouldn’t do to hurt me. Apparently, I feel so foolish for ignoring the red flags to our unclear future, for having to wait the time he disappeared and went off grid. The relationship was shattered by something so stupid and he made me feel that it was my fault. At that point I was angry, I made wrong decisions towards my life and I don’t wanna go into those options.
Am not new to heartbreak but in this episode the let go part for me was extremely irksome and how he tried to say sorry after breaking my heart. Here I sit trying not to cry, asking myself why he did this to me.
I just want to be wanted. I am in pain. I could use a little love sometimes. I need someone to say to my face “I love you” and mean it. I just need to be needed. Like to know I’m closing someone’s mind. I don’t wanna fall in love if they ain’t trying. I just want to be someone somebody needs.
The point is, breakups, whether they are with a friend or a lover, are seriously rough stuff. I think we all need a merry ending after all heartbreaks we’ve been into, to remind us love is not completely dead. But wow, can it be brutal.
